Do you ever, all of a sudden, get this overwhelming wave of self hatred? Like suddenly you hate your body, every inch, your face, your voice, your smile, your laugh, your personality.. you just want to disappear because you can’t stand to be yourself.
so my dad’s friend was bartending and saw a guy put something in a girl’s drink so while the guy turned around he switched their drinks and watched the guy roofie himself.
In this life, everyone of us will meet someone that they won’t be able to forget. And what is strange is that they won’t be ours.
You’ll like them, they will have all the traits that your heart sculpted for your mind, they will be you in another place,
You’ll live another life with them, you won’t be able to come closer nor to get away,
They’re once a lover, once a friend and another time a stranger,
And the days pass,
And you wish to find a reason to hate them, but can’t,
Fear getting attached to them, but already had,
Sometimes you’ll think that they’re yours,
But you’ll strangle your soul with a silent sigh, saying : “He’s not mine.”
He is not mine (via nizariat) —
wearing a black bra and black underwear cause you’re a fierce bitch